Mei, it will be OK. I went through that once, I then took a few different positions and finally ended up as President of a company I started with as a salesman. It was a very good thing from a very down time. It will be OK, I am sure. Just look at the 4th of July 08 as your independence day. You are too talented to not end up on top of this.
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